Lots has happened since last my loggin. Same bullshit at work, trying and trying to get settled back into the Host position after my failed attempt at a Supervisor postion. There have been consequences to that attempt. Ppl have shown their sides and how they really feel about me. Basicaly alot of phoniness and pettiness. Nothing resembling teamwork within our department. Everyone is for themselves. I have never worked in an envireonment like this. Of course, this wasw stressing me out alot. But now i have a better handle on it. I know how ppl are and what i can expect of them.

Post #1 : Yesterday, Today, Tommorow

What to write and post when my thoughts are a million miles a minute? Should this blog be a polite one? a "real time, no holds barred" blog? Should i censor my thoughts and words and be politically correct? My instinct says to "hold back and let my logical side come through", but the passionate animal in me says "just do it." This will be an account of my Life as I approach my MID-LIFE, My Middle Age as it were. Lord knows its snuck up on me faster than I paid attention to. But that is not what worries me. I have enought to stress about to let that little tidbit hit home at the moment. So as i write this i have decided to just write what im thinking about during the day or night. I have always been a writer of a sort for my feelings. Things that i dare not say to another have always found their way to print form for me. Since i can remember, ive put my feelings on paper as a sort of VENTING or outlet. I had stopped for a very long while and I found i missed it. So let the games begin and let the chips fall where they may. I promise that I bear no ill will or malice to anyone mentioned. This will just be my venting platform. Follow if you like and see a novice grow as a blogger. God Bless!